31 July 2016

po'em redux // dissolve

dissolve virginia woolfedouble-exposure portrait, Aleksandra // quotation composite, ginger*urchin

...as the Wheel turns
what once seemed
true and solid
now appears as illusion,
The cracks open
to make all crumble into dust.
I am full.
So full of everything.
I have gorged in blindness
to the point beyond satiation.
And so it is time to let go,
to release.
To allow all to dissolve
and fall away.
I am the quantum object.
and formation in one.
Time to rest and sink into
Pick through the bones
of what remains.
Gather power back to me.
Not the time to think
of what might come after:
to consider
what may come back
into the light.
No more pushing.
Only surrender...

:: BEKA ::

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24 July 2016

creating my own deck of animal medicine

spirit animal oracle cards

For some time now I have shared glimpses of the wild neighbours that live side by side with me here in the densely forested Okanagan-Shuswap. Familiarising myself with these indigenous locals has been significant to settling myself into this land.

Learning the ways and stories of this place that I call home: they have been, and continue to be my teachers.

A little while ago I shared that I am pondering the addition of a new deck to work with alongside my favoured tarot from The Wild Unknown. As I have continued to roll this around, the idea of creating my own deck of animal wisdom using this catalogue as a basis unfolded. Kind of a pocket-sized version of the blog posts, if you will.

spirit animal oracle cardsspirit animal oracle cards

When it came, the idea was simple enough: a deck of collaged images on index cards, combining indigenous wildlife photography with found text and other evocative clippings from a variety of magazines I have in my stash.

I remember a long time ago reading Marian Green’s suggestions in A Witch Alone of how to go about making your own divination tools, such as pendulums, staves and runes, and how at the time I was enchanted by the idea of creating my own set of cards.

Funny how we come full circle, or rather spiral back with expanded insight. All comes in good time. I guess some ideas just take a long time to cook. Like a really long time!

spirit animal oracle cards

I still have a long space to go in making all the cards I shall want, not least of all because I have presently run out of glue and would like to refresh my magazine stash; but the small collection I have begun this week I am really pleased with, and am enjoying the simple pursuit of snipping, clipping, gluing and sticking.

Once I have a goodly selection I shall start playing with them to see how they work as a tool for reflection and learning. And then we will see where the path takes us...

But tell me, how do you feel about creating an oracle deck of your own? Is it something you would be interested in exploring? I would love to hear from you if you have your own handmade deck of sorts. How has it changed and influenced your cartomancy practice?

:: BEKA ::

// further reading //
A Witch Alone, Marian Green
Your Book of Shadows, Patricia Telesco

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17 July 2016

creativity as an act of radical self love

creativity as an act of radical self love

"Can you remember who you were,
before the world told you who you should be?"

-- Charles Bukowski, Post Office

Creativity is an act of radical self love. To allow oneself to create, to do the things that make your soul sing, is self care. And that idea of self care, of putting one’s own well-being on the priority list, is a radical notion both psychologically and socially.

Never in a million did I ever think I would be writing about self love! The term still makes me somewhat uncomfortable with the lingering shadow of it being somehow rather superficial and derogatory. But I am choosing to reframe and redefine it: to reclaim it for myself. This too is a revolutionary act.

Creativity is an act of radical self love.


Creativity is our nature. We are the products of an original creative act. We are the microcosmic particles in a grand, universal creative process, ever expanding and playing out the ‘what ifs’ of possibility. That energetic flow is carried within us and it is our birthright to honour it. No external permission required.

As children we know this and create for the sake of creation. That eternal expression of divine spirit. We learn the tools and methods and innately prioritise it over more ‘serious’ endeavours. Sadly, I am going to say, this activity is referred to as ‘play’: purposeless; not important.

Somewhere along the way, for reasons I won't go into here and now, we demoted this natural impulse as being frivolous, meaningless, meant only for the favoured few. If you were going to be creative it had to have a certain familiarity of form that could be marketed and consumed. To do otherwise was deemed worthless, an indulgence, even narcissistic, and somehow with that we learnt to build shame around our natural abilities.

Since when did we get this twisted view of creativity?

creativity as an act of radical self love

"Caring for myself is not self-indulgence, it is self-preservation,
and that is an act of political warfare."

-- Audre Lorde, A Burst of Light

But I would argue that creativity’s purpose, its function, its value, is one of psychological self-care. And for that reason it cannot hold a high enough priority in our lives. As much as if not more so than exercise and eating well does for our physical body. We have to move past our resistance, our hang-ups and stories and recognise its vital role in our lives and mental health.

In a symbiotic relationship in which creativity is both an expression of our inner experience and a means to replenish our spirit, we need to reclaim that fundamental practice we began as children if we are to live a complete and whole existence. Wherever we are in our lives we can all benefit from this.

In this day and age of high-velocity I believe it is even more critical that we make time to create simply for the process and its inherent facility to access our inner world. Through the art of creative practice we decompress and process our experience, tap into our wisdom and remember who we really are before we were taught to deny ourselves.

To prioritise this practice in place of more earthly responsibilities is a radical act that flies in the face of the status quo, but doing so is an act of self love. It is the loving gift of self-compassion and the recognition that meeting our spiritual needs is fundamental to our survival.

Creativity then is the art of coming home to self.

:: BEKA ::

// further reading //
Post Office, Charles Bukowski
A Burst of Light, Audre Lorde
Creativity, Genius and Rebellion, from Osho's The Goose is Out
Self-Care: A Feminist Practice, Jessie James
Self Care isn't Selfish: A Mom's Perspective, Christie Ellis

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10 July 2016

what's new at my society six

shop society6 art printspeony blush iii // vector white framed art print

I am really pleased to say that this past week I have been adding even more images to my Society6 store getting everything up to date as I wanted.

Initially opening with a small handful of my garden and grounds photography, I have this past week now added some images of my messy, graffiti-inspired, intuitive paintings. Something that I have been keen to see on small tech and home accessories.

You can view the full collection here.

shop society6 home accessoriesgalaxy s7 case // travel mug // stationery card // iphone 6+ skin

In future I would love to add more small home and tech accessories such as pillows, tote bags and carry-all pouches. Plus I really fancy seeing my messy paintings on some leggings. That would be very cool! With this first wave though I am limited with the original image resolutions I have so far, so it's high on my list to look into how to change that for future.

And I am exploring a local source and the logistics of getting my photos printed onto what I consider the perfect blank books for journaling and everyday note-keeping. Something which awkwardly Society6 does not currently offer. For now it's something for the future, but it's all fun and things will happen in due time...

shop society6 techhop to it // metal art print

In the meantime, I am pleased for Society6's introduction of new metal prints to the product line. With four different size options, these high-gloss prints on aluminium sheet canvas are thin, lightweight and durable, making them a great travel-friendly option for those that do, and a statement-making alternative for those who don't as much.

So things have been busy and keeping me out of mischief. With these initial collections out of the way I am now looking ahead to what next on the horizon.

As for my shop, from time to time Society6 as a whole run special promotions that tie in with my offers. To be kept updated, please be sure to join me on Facebook - they can make all the difference, I know.

As always, thank you for your support. For you I keeping moving forward.

:: BEKA ::

03 July 2016

of mountain lion

mountain lionpuma snow hunting // Vadaka














// further reading //
Animal Spirit Guides, by Steven Farmer
Animal Speak, by Ted Andrews
Medicine Cards by Jamie Sams + David Carson, via Scott Foglesong
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